All of this past.....
All of this over and gone and never coming back... All of this forgotten.
Not by me.
One-sided... How could he say that? I've drained every last drop of my energy, lost every last friend I thought I had, and given up every short-term ambition I had and put it into showing him affection and love. And he thinks I don't appreciate him.
Now I'm fucked. I've given so much to this guy, and he's taking it for granted. Using me.
So when he leaves, I cry.
I'm a fucking mess. I'm such an idiot.
Not by me.
One-sided... How could he say that? I've drained every last drop of my energy, lost every last friend I thought I had, and given up every short-term ambition I had and put it into showing him affection and love. And he thinks I don't appreciate him.
Now I'm fucked. I've given so much to this guy, and he's taking it for granted. Using me.
So when he leaves, I cry.
I'm a fucking mess. I'm such an idiot.
posted by Elliya at 9:36 PM
Where the music is trapped. 
1 Comments:
-poke-
I'm sorry that life has thrown you yet another curve-ball. Keep your head high and remember that there will always be people that care about you. Relationships crashing around you can cause a lot of pain, but you need to remember that there is ALWAYS a tomorrow, and that there is always other chances in life.
I am the best to speak of such a thing, but the ability to be anomymous is a great thing. You know me, and you know why I can say such a thing. Also, a little late, but I am sorry to hear about your grandpa. I wish you and your mother the best in life, and I hope that you all manage to find the happiness in life that most miss.
When you figure it out... you can always e-mail me if you wanna talk.
I'm happy to be of any assistance.
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