Everybody Dance Now!!!
That's what I FEEL like screaming. I've been in so many moods since my last post that I'm hardly sure I can cover them in one posting... We'll start one at a time...
Anger -
Of course, if you've been alive in the past two weeks, you know I left Excess Radio. My reasoning is no secret, and nor do I want it to be. Jolynn and her negative attitude, along with her constant fingerpointing, lame self-actualization, and terribly childish demeaning leadership finally forced me out. Along with Tempy and Yyolly, the only other people who actually DID anything at the station. XSR is now what I consider a sincere failure.
Hope -
I've since decided that I'd like to start my own radio station. I've gathered some friends from school here, and pulled Syntic's bizarre abilities to nit-pick the core things that matter into my team, and we're hoping to have a new station up and running by the end of the month. The wonderful Steve has offered to let us use his server for the stream, and since I go to a tech institute, it won't be hard to find some coders. It'll be nice to finally be in control of something again.
Depression -
I've been really down as of late, though. For the longest time (last week and the week before) I was so negative toward and regarding Dave. Now, I'll fight to the death to say that I love him and that I need him, but we came very close to both being single last week when...
Rage -
The processor fan in my old computer nearly caused processor failure which gave me a blue screen of death memory dump. I turned it off and cracked the case to find out (the hard and painful way) that my processor was PIPING HOT. Hardly even a touch to the heatsink and I was very burned. Minutes after, Dave came down and decided to help me take the heatsink and fan off the processor to let it cool. His methods, however, were a little questionable. He grabbed a piece of bubble wrap and tried to get into my case to remove the (again, PIPING HOT) metal heatsink fan cover. I had JUST taken out the screws that hold the fan in place, and burned myself on those! And he tried to remove something much bigger and hotter with a piece of rather meltable plastic.
So I got really upset really quickly. I've always been posessive about my computer, and we had a pretty big fight over it. Considering I bopped him in the knee with the screwdriver and scolded him like he was 8, he had a right to be angry, but I did too. I had to explain to him that I was entirely too materialistic about MY computer and rightfully so, it's something that's mine and he should respect it. I can always rely on my computer, I can't always rely on people. And when it comes down to it, I've loved the 4 years of my life that's on that machine longer than I've loved him.
If I had to choose, Dave would go. But I'm not going to choose... It's not like I'll be pinned with the decision of who to save in the event of THE APOCALYPSE or anything, I just have my moral values. He needs to learn to deal, and I hope he has.
Joy -
The same day that my processor fan croaked, I got my new computer. It's got a 3.0 processor, so it's liek, fast and stuff, cha. :D Lacking in the RAMmage department though. Needs new vid and soundcard too. :P
More Joy -
Saturday was the Masquerade dance. TALK ABOUT LAST MINUTE. It was about 2pm and I'd just gotten back from work (many thanks to Steve again). Dez rings me up, asking me to go to Arcadia to hand out flyers with Ryan. So, after I take about 2 hours to shower, get dressed, and apply an obsessive amount of makeup, we're off to Arcadia. ... WE FOUND NO ONE! It was a cold and barren Arcadia-land. So we gave that up.
The joy in this is the part where the DJ for the event cancelled. So guess who got to DJ? Go on, guess. I know you wanna. ME, SILLY!
I hauled my new computer down there, along with my 100gigs of music, and went to town on Nate's amazing sound system. The MOST amazing part was when I DIDN'T play rap the whole time. Oh yeah. Ronnie didn't love all the electronica and too much for it, but I gave him plenty of head that night, so he got over it. :P
Spirited -
So, this weekend, I ventured home for easter, skipping out on work Saturday. The best part about all of this: I FINALLY GOT TO SEE SUZ! It's been, what... 6 months since we've seen each other formally? I won't go into the details of the weekend, but we went malling, I bought some sexy suprises for the Dave and a new Wii game called Cooking Mama.
TO BE CONTINUED!
Anger -
Of course, if you've been alive in the past two weeks, you know I left Excess Radio. My reasoning is no secret, and nor do I want it to be. Jolynn and her negative attitude, along with her constant fingerpointing, lame self-actualization, and terribly childish demeaning leadership finally forced me out. Along with Tempy and Yyolly, the only other people who actually DID anything at the station. XSR is now what I consider a sincere failure.
Hope -
I've since decided that I'd like to start my own radio station. I've gathered some friends from school here, and pulled Syntic's bizarre abilities to nit-pick the core things that matter into my team, and we're hoping to have a new station up and running by the end of the month. The wonderful Steve has offered to let us use his server for the stream, and since I go to a tech institute, it won't be hard to find some coders. It'll be nice to finally be in control of something again.
Depression -
I've been really down as of late, though. For the longest time (last week and the week before) I was so negative toward and regarding Dave. Now, I'll fight to the death to say that I love him and that I need him, but we came very close to both being single last week when...
Rage -
The processor fan in my old computer nearly caused processor failure which gave me a blue screen of death memory dump. I turned it off and cracked the case to find out (the hard and painful way) that my processor was PIPING HOT. Hardly even a touch to the heatsink and I was very burned. Minutes after, Dave came down and decided to help me take the heatsink and fan off the processor to let it cool. His methods, however, were a little questionable. He grabbed a piece of bubble wrap and tried to get into my case to remove the (again, PIPING HOT) metal heatsink fan cover. I had JUST taken out the screws that hold the fan in place, and burned myself on those! And he tried to remove something much bigger and hotter with a piece of rather meltable plastic.
So I got really upset really quickly. I've always been posessive about my computer, and we had a pretty big fight over it. Considering I bopped him in the knee with the screwdriver and scolded him like he was 8, he had a right to be angry, but I did too. I had to explain to him that I was entirely too materialistic about MY computer and rightfully so, it's something that's mine and he should respect it. I can always rely on my computer, I can't always rely on people. And when it comes down to it, I've loved the 4 years of my life that's on that machine longer than I've loved him.
If I had to choose, Dave would go. But I'm not going to choose... It's not like I'll be pinned with the decision of who to save in the event of THE APOCALYPSE or anything, I just have my moral values. He needs to learn to deal, and I hope he has.
Joy -
The same day that my processor fan croaked, I got my new computer. It's got a 3.0 processor, so it's liek, fast and stuff, cha. :D Lacking in the RAMmage department though. Needs new vid and soundcard too. :P
More Joy -
Saturday was the Masquerade dance. TALK ABOUT LAST MINUTE. It was about 2pm and I'd just gotten back from work (many thanks to Steve again). Dez rings me up, asking me to go to Arcadia to hand out flyers with Ryan. So, after I take about 2 hours to shower, get dressed, and apply an obsessive amount of makeup, we're off to Arcadia. ... WE FOUND NO ONE! It was a cold and barren Arcadia-land. So we gave that up.
The joy in this is the part where the DJ for the event cancelled. So guess who got to DJ? Go on, guess. I know you wanna. ME, SILLY!
I hauled my new computer down there, along with my 100gigs of music, and went to town on Nate's amazing sound system. The MOST amazing part was when I DIDN'T play rap the whole time. Oh yeah. Ronnie didn't love all the electronica and too much for it, but I gave him plenty of head that night, so he got over it. :P
Spirited -
So, this weekend, I ventured home for easter, skipping out on work Saturday. The best part about all of this: I FINALLY GOT TO SEE SUZ! It's been, what... 6 months since we've seen each other formally? I won't go into the details of the weekend, but we went malling, I bought some sexy suprises for the Dave and a new Wii game called Cooking Mama.
TO BE CONTINUED!
posted by Elliya at 2:14 PM
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