It's the same old...

Josh was right. Life cycles. Events repeat themselves masked under new people and new places, but the same thing really does just happen again and again. Day-to-day life is clockwork. Humanity follows in the same steps they treaded in the day before, and will the day after, and the day after again.

I keep falling into the same rut. Like clockwork, I begin climbing out, believing I have some chance of escaping, believing I have some sort of chance to change my life, but the cycle engulfs me once more and I retreat to the rut, where at least I know it will be dark and miserably safe.

People don't change, they make excuses and lie to you.

They lie to you.