Ssshhhhhuuuunnnnnnn....
Shun the non-believer!
Despite how ridiculously tempting it might be, I'm sticking to my word. (As I tremble from withdrawal... lawl.)
Man, I guess I've gotten myself down to a science. Like I was telling Steve on Friday, when I no longer feel love for Person A, it's because I have brewing emotions for Person B. So, I'm not treating Dave quite like I should because I've had ideas of someone else taking his place... DESPITE my rant about hating men.
I guess they just keep impressing me. Courtship is a silly song to play on Amber's heartstrings.
Love really is blind and stupid. I know if I get involved with a guy again, it's going to end the same way. Person B taking over Person A's spot, jealousy, heartbreak, and tears. And probably the loss of someone who would have made a perfectly good friend. That's my least favorite part about dating. Losing friends.
But love doesn't care about friends. Love is selfish and egotistical. Love will make you think the world of someone one week and then forget them the next. And that's exactly how it happens with me.
I could blame it on my attention span disorder, but scapegoats are foolish mammals. It's love's fault. Always has been, always will be.
Unfortunately, "Love is like oxygen, love is a many spendid thing, love lifts us up where we belong... All you need is Love."
Fucking Moulin Rouge.
Despite how ridiculously tempting it might be, I'm sticking to my word. (As I tremble from withdrawal... lawl.)
Man, I guess I've gotten myself down to a science. Like I was telling Steve on Friday, when I no longer feel love for Person A, it's because I have brewing emotions for Person B. So, I'm not treating Dave quite like I should because I've had ideas of someone else taking his place... DESPITE my rant about hating men.
I guess they just keep impressing me. Courtship is a silly song to play on Amber's heartstrings.
Love really is blind and stupid. I know if I get involved with a guy again, it's going to end the same way. Person B taking over Person A's spot, jealousy, heartbreak, and tears. And probably the loss of someone who would have made a perfectly good friend. That's my least favorite part about dating. Losing friends.
But love doesn't care about friends. Love is selfish and egotistical. Love will make you think the world of someone one week and then forget them the next. And that's exactly how it happens with me.
I could blame it on my attention span disorder, but scapegoats are foolish mammals. It's love's fault. Always has been, always will be.
Unfortunately, "Love is like oxygen, love is a many spendid thing, love lifts us up where we belong... All you need is Love."
Fucking Moulin Rouge.
posted by Elliya at 11:17 AM
Where the music is trapped. 
5 Comments:
Hey, you, stop worrying about guys. Sheesh, i know i know your always feeling dependent, and lonely, and degected without a man. But you should stop worrying about guys, and relationships and love, and find a way to love yourself before you try to love someone else. Seriously, I know this, you know this, we've had this talk before. You have to sit down and realize that you aren't happy, and that your problem isn't with guys. That maybe there's something deeper that makes you such a slaves to the opposite sex. Oh, and sorry I didn't get to come to CTF, bad timing ><. Tell me about the next event and i may be able to swing by, and if you were wanna go to that supermarket, hit me up. You should have my #.
Thanks Jamie...
I know I've got quite a list of self-esteem issues that get reflected in my relationships... I'm glad you realize that without dating me. :P
I need to go out sometime and get more gummies and other foodstuffs, so I might take you up on that supermarket deal.
You are your momma's daughter. Sorry I've inflicted you with this incurable disease. The only relief I've found is to stay away from them all, but you're way too young for that. You will break many hearts before you're done, and you will have your's broken, too. But, chin up, it only makes you stronger and more independent. Love you, baby.
You are far far too intelligent to get worked up over a temporary imbalance of hormones. Don't let us get under your skin!
Well, responding to my mommy... Why do you think I admire you so much? :P That independant woman thing is pretty cool.
And thanks, Kris. I think...
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