Serenity.

It's the amazing feeling that I get when I'm caught up in his breathing while he sleeps, unmoving. Every waking moment spent with him brings me closer to his side. Every word exchanged is another cluster of letters in the novel that some deity writes in the stars... The stars in the sky he paints for me to open my eyes and for once in my life, for once just see what it truly means to care.

Compassion fuels my determination like the smile on his face fuels the smile on mine. The smile and safe feeling that carries me through the day like a steady gust carries a fragile feather across treacherous highways. Without him I'd fall to the grave depths but I'm falling anyway and at the end of the day it's into his arms where I know... I just know...

If I've never meant it before, then I mean it now... I love him. And I've never felt more safe then when I'm caught up in his breathing while he sleeps, unmoving, under the story of stars written just for he and I.

Now, getting the energy to keep up with him is a different story entirely... :)
[Edited: 10:16pm]