'Tis the season...
Have you ever felt like it's time for a change? Not just any change, but one that will reshape you as an individual?
I get like this every year around this time. I start spending money on Christmas gifts for people and it sinks in... Sometimes it's "Do I really want to spend my hard-earned cash on this person?" or "Will I even be associated with them long enough for them to receive it?"
Under this guise, I opted not to participate in the Secret Santa and Christmas Party sponsored by 204. I feel like it's time for me to associate myself with more work-oriented partners and stop distracting myself with fun... Or maybe that's the economic crisis talking.
This is even more curious considering all my rants about being able to have friends when you're in a relationship with someone. Maybe all my boyfriends haven't been controlling, maybe I've been a recluse. So, in turn, I'm ditching my friends for something more righteous and lasting...
Me.
Merry Christmas. :/
I get like this every year around this time. I start spending money on Christmas gifts for people and it sinks in... Sometimes it's "Do I really want to spend my hard-earned cash on this person?" or "Will I even be associated with them long enough for them to receive it?"
Under this guise, I opted not to participate in the Secret Santa and Christmas Party sponsored by 204. I feel like it's time for me to associate myself with more work-oriented partners and stop distracting myself with fun... Or maybe that's the economic crisis talking.
This is even more curious considering all my rants about being able to have friends when you're in a relationship with someone. Maybe all my boyfriends haven't been controlling, maybe I've been a recluse. So, in turn, I'm ditching my friends for something more righteous and lasting...
Me.
Merry Christmas. :/
posted by Elliya at 9:56 PM
Where the music is trapped. 
1 Comments:
I'm pretty sure that at least one of your boyfriends was the exact opposite of controlling.
I'm pretty sure he encouraged you to spend more time with your friends.
And I'm pretty sure that it completely backfired on him and left him feeling lonely.
And I'm pretty sure that's what broke you two up.
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