And down...

Oh god how I wish I didn't struggle with the chemicals in my very own body. The price I'd pay to just be able to be happy without the dreaded dips of the roller coaster. Just for a chance at being normal...

A little girl once told me not to cry. Never to cry. Because once you start crying, you think of all the things that you could be crying about, and you never, ever stop.

Some lessons learned early on in life just stick with you.