Serenity.

It's the amazing feeling that I get when I'm caught up in his breathing while he sleeps, unmoving. Every waking moment spent with him brings me closer to his side. Every word exchanged is another cluster of letters in the novel that some deity writes in the stars... The stars in the sky he paints for me to open my eyes and for once in my life, for once just see what it truly means to care.

Compassion fuels my determination like the smile on his face fuels the smile on mine. The smile and safe feeling that carries me through the day like a steady gust carries a fragile feather across treacherous highways. Without him I'd fall to the grave depths but I'm falling anyway and at the end of the day it's into his arms where I know... I just know...

If I've never meant it before, then I mean it now... I love him. And I've never felt more safe then when I'm caught up in his breathing while he sleeps, unmoving, under the story of stars written just for he and I.

Now, getting the energy to keep up with him is a different story entirely... :)
[Edited: 10:16pm]

Oh wow...

So tell me it's seriously been a month since I've updated...

Things are going great! I'm doing well in all my classes, even though the workload is unbelievable... Work is alright, though I'm underpaid, overworked and overlooked sometimes. Being a RA is fun, especially considering that in a month I'll be second in charge and training the n00bs.

As for things with 'him'... I've REALLY never been happier. There aren't any angels singing or mystical forces keeping me by his side... He's. Just. Amazing. There has never been anyone that fits my 'requirements' so well before...

"I want a guy who's daring and witty. Honest and realistic. Independent, but willing to compromise. Understanding, but not wordy. Intelligent, but not mocking. Needy, but patient. And is it so much to ask that he be attractive too?"

Either some deity it teasing me, or he's really... Him. I'm just so happy.

I'm in class now so I'll have to update more later.